Hello I am seeing a man right now for about a year and a half he has
some health issues that I am concerned about but he never talks
about them I do not want to go into detail.
But I feel like he talks to his friends about them and I am in a sexual
realtionship with him and he don't want to talk to me and it really
hurts I feel like it is a slap in the face. Plus right after we
have sexual relations he seems to bolt not want to spend time with
me after he gets with me.
I am a shy girl have not been in many relationships and it was very
hard for me to get to this step with a man. In fact I went 10 years
almost without any sex because it was something I don't share with
to many people and I think most women are that way.
Now I am stuck because I love him and I am sure he don't feel the
same way I have felt him drifting the last month or two he is away
right now with family helping them out. That is another thing he helps
everyone around him but me I am expected to go it alone while he is
there for important events in his friends and familys lives.
I am feeling very much used and hurt because........put it this
way I was very much innocent and that is something he holds very
little regard for I always thought......I would be married as far
along as what I am in this relationship and we are not married.
I feel like a slut or tramp for having sex outside marriage he
does not know these feelings for one he is a man and also he has
had other relations so those kind of feelings he lost a long time
ago in the mean time I am ready to break it off because I can't take
feeling like this and he just has no feelings for me and I will
most likely never be with another man other then as friendship.
The whole idea of sex kind of revolts me because a man could make
it hold such little meaning.
Please help I am feeling so alone right now and used and hurt
I am not sure what to make of this are men just like this with
sex on a whole?
Anyway I am ready to move I can not take it around here anymore
he has too many friends I am alone here.
Help
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