I was dating someone and we could talk and the sex was great but we
had one problem no money and that was pretty important to the guy.
When I told him I no longer had the money to see him he said that's
life it is money but what I don't understand is it was not important
to him with his family and friends but with me it is different.
I just love what a great father he is and I envy his children for what
they got to have in their lives but I do relize everyone's lives are
different his daughter got to be the princess just like in fairy tales
and I just love to see her and hear about her because I can see it
when he talks about her. His son was the all american. I was poor in
my childhood and I love to see what they got to have but why does he
not show me the same to me we were seeing each other almost a year and a half and I am truely happy for him and what he has and I try to enter
his world but nothing I do ever seems good enough or as good as his friends.
On the 13th we had a huge fight and have not really talked since
I feel it is over I feel used and hurt that money was so important
I feel a bit like a hooker or lady of the night.
I was raped while I was with him and he did not seem to care that
sex means so little and in the end it is the money that is more
important than anything else and that is how he felt but with his
family and friends and children it was different.
He lived with he daughter for some time and she owed him money and
he feels he should still get paid I said he did live with her for
awhile he said that should not come with a cost because he was her
father. Then why do I come with a cost?
Is sex now of so little importance in realtionships and in the end
it is all about the money for men. My father was the same way but
I thought hey that is my father.
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